you guys need to swerve

what do i have to do with either of you anymore. sophie why do you keep looking at my tumblr. if you have to come to my tumblr for insight into your own relationship because you don’t trust him that should be a red flag (and since when do i post anything apart from stupid memes and gifs anyway). andrew you’ve made your decision, stop making this more difficult on yourself. please stop looking for me i am no longer relevant to your lives. please just let me stay in the past both for your sake and mine. go be happy together. stop hanging onto me. you guys both need to learn to actively try if you want to salvage your relationship. sophie, if you’re going to be with andrew, you’re going to have to trust him and not depend on him for constant reassurance; it’s draining him as much as it’s disturbing you. andrew, if you’re going to be with sophie, you need to remove me from your life and also provide her with the reassurance she needs for the time being.

it breaks my heart that you, andrew, have sophie to comfort you, and this is something i just have to deal with on my own (again). while i dwell on memories of us together—making each other laugh, making each other feel things for each other that i didn’t think anybody could make anybody else feel, lying next to each other doing nothing but feeling happy nonetheless—you are writing over your own memories with new ones of/with her, forgetting and erasing me in the process. but what’s done is done… one of us had to be cut… i’m sorry it had to be me. it is your loss as much as it is mine…

forgive each other for whatever you need to forgive each other for, and let the past stay in the past. neither of you has reason to keep me in your life. sophie, i was never your friend, and i’m sorry about that because i think you and i are actually pretty similar and we could have probably gotten along really well. andrew, so long as sophie is in your life romantically, i have no place in it at all, and i’m sorry we came so close only to be indefinitely estranged. start taking responsibility for your life, both of you; accept that some things are in your control while others aren’t; do what you can, while you can, to the best extent that you can.